11/24/2009

My sperm donor was 21yo and my incubator was 15yo when I was conceived.

I used to overhear stories that first, the incubator tried desperately to self-abort.
Her mother prayed that I would be still-born. I wasn't born a bastard though, since the sperm donor and incubator married.

Personally, I think the sperm donor should have gone to prison. That wasn't done too much in the 1950s.

Not a good start. Almost 60 years later I am still so wounded. Every time my ego takes a hit about anything at all I revert to that little girl who wonders why I was punishment instead of a cherished baby.

Will I be released when each of them finally dies?

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